my mantra!

    What can be more sensational than me reading the Bible after cleaning the house? had i not secretly promised to read the full of the Bible i myself would be dubious about it all. well why am i this stereotyped about myself? can't i be good and feel good with it while not thinking me stupid? perhaps to those claimers who thought they'd known me well enough than myself, aren't you just being too selfish with your notions huh? that goes with me, sometimes theirs a part of me saying that all are just ephemeral and in few days I'll go back to my old idle miserable proud self again... and i won't even think that i read the Bible or written all this in defense with myself. 
   That's the big problem with you naysayers... and with me, I'm not an exception. and so let me put this life straight already cause I'm tired of falling out from the ladder and climbing it from the beginning. am i not tired of this system?? this system of idleness, procrastination, cowardice, and fear?  

   Let me tell myself.....DON"T BE AFRAID. UNLEASH THE "ARF" IN YOU.... TRUST IN GOD."

   From now on, this will be my mantra!