continuation

about today....
i don't want to write everything that happened today, just the things that highlighted my day. first, i went to the library (nothing special about this.) and found the books i've been searching since last semester. yeah, i already found The Pearl by John Steinbeck. YES! and some other books that were retrieved now that finals is fast approaching.
great. now all the books are there, yet i don't have enough time to finish all of them cause i'll be spending few days in school, more or less a week. haist. that's the sad part really. i don't like summer cause it means not reading books at bookstores since they are far from our house. it means no library. oh it's boring. will i end up reading the encyclopedia again?? just like what i did last semester break?
nah, let me not write about that already, it's gloomy.

second, i already found the shelves where arts are located. (but why am i feeling this way? i should be happy right? well yeah its a good thing but why am i not jumping off my feet and scream? and feel this beat in my heart? gosh. this is indeed alarming since i have plans shifting to fine arts. tsk2.)

third, i met my EX...at the library, where i peacefully sprawled my feet and read books. how did he find me there? it's a secret place. not even my close friends know that i'm spending vacant hours there. damn.
and what he did? he did it again. but i shooed him off. great he's not nagging me that hard now. but still he nagged me all the same.