can we just stop and talk a while?

there are things i wanna do with you like forgetting about that agreement we had before and just go with the flow of the wind... the wind, or is it some invisible gravity that leads me to you, and pull us together. you know what, i hope we could have some time and talk about mundane things with each other like what ordinary couples do. that is if i can consider us "couples"...which i think you'll certainly object..cause we know we're not. well anyway,  yeah, let's talk over a cup of coffee and say things we wanted to say, things we are both suppressing for a long time now, things which your stare and frequent glances want to say but can't actually be conveyed by such gestures, issues we want to resolve, issues that are constantly haunting me or even you.
but taking those silly issues aside...can we just stop and talk a while? wouldn't that be nice? i mean let's experience each other by conversation and whatnot. you know, there are a lot of things can be expressed through words and not just by a kiss. and those are a lot sensible. and by that, we don't know, perhaps we could  finally make sense of this whole affair that we have.
well, there are just two possible outcomes really... that is a dead end or a continuation. by dead end i mean dead, a period, a stop sign, a red light, a no and no more. we let go like nothing happened and just like how we started it...meaningless and fake. hate to say this and i hate my self for being brutally honest and unsure of my feelings. this is not meaningless because if it is then i wouldn't be thinking of you half the day, i wouldn't want us to have that cup of coffee together and get to know each other more. if this is fake, then that kiss, and the feelings i felt at the moment is decisive. but no, i'm trying to convince my self. and partly, i am.
second would be a continuation, a road we will be strolling together. and isn't that...lovely? (*free wishing)