well anyway, hey blog, i'm all by myself today. all of my classmates are attending there classes and so i'm left. but i don't mind really, at least i can have a piece of solitude everyday.
i feel restless and i know why. for many reasons i can't seem to focus my mind, collect my thoughts and place it on harmony. a lot of personal and academic concerns are bothering me right now, and i don't know where should i start. well, i believe i'm starting now through writing it all down. :)
just this morning i was stricken by tidal waves of emotions. i nearly drown myself. i tried to calm every nerves of my system, and was partially successful. now i'm okay, i guess.
here goes my eye balls again, seeking for someone i want to forget.
i so want to talk about what happen to me this morning. write the details of my tangled emotions. but i think the place is too uncomfortable. :panyway, we'll have a quiz tonight in history. i reviewed my notes already but still not confident.
i am worried about my tuition. though it's my parents who should be worrying right now. i'm still affected anyhow. haist, i'll just try to shoo this off my mind. it will just drain my psychic energy.
my hands are trembling and restless. it feels like an energy so strong is suppressed within me and it wants to escape out. i badly need an outlet. someone to punch or to shout or to talk to. i don't know. i just want this energy out of my system and drain myself. until i can give no more. then maybe i can sleep after.
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