ultimate purpose

just when i start to mobilize myself and finally substantiate my plans, everything falls not on places. unnecessary things gets on my way, and i don't know if it's just me imagining people want to pull my legs down. yeah, i guess it's just me making all these hampers and making stories of insecurities. it is i who hampers my growth and the people around me tries to tell help me, yet i just end up giving them misconceptions. talking lies about myself, creating fears from my self-proclaimed insecurities and fears. and just where did i put myself again? in these ever difficult crossroad. and to where i am leading myself to, that i don't know. or perhaps i did, yet i deprive myself of. that sheer pleasure of knowing one's self, setting aside insecurities cause i know i am larger than what i just imagine. larger than the set framework of my life now and life to be. 
quoting from an answer given by a celebrity when asked what his ultimate purpose in life: "make people happy, whatever my chosen career would be." not repeating his answer verbatim, however it's precisely what he conveys. and exactly what i want to do with my life. to make people happy in every way i can, to the fullest of my talents and being. i always believe that generating genuine happiness as a profound purpose of life, is a life well-lived, a life worth of every stories to tell and renowned. may be not famed but followed.

if this is my ultimate purpose in life, it takes a lot of heartfelt doings. wherever path may i be i should always find the happiness in it so that i may share this to the people around me and to myself. what could be more rewarding than the joy of seeing others happy, and to me as the doer of the action, multiplied my happiness to a thousand folds.