
i'd rather live a single life than force myself to marry a person i don't love. there's no sense trying to reason over heart, if it's your heart's desire. sometimes, and i mean most of the time, what the mind reasons counteracts your actions. in the end, it's doing things against your will. so no matter how logical you are, you altogether end up doing something stupid...love. then when you get hurt because of your heart's decisions, you try to comfort yourself by thinking and reasoning that despite the wrongs that happened, at least, you were happy. as what Khalil Gibran said: joy springs from your pains, and sorrow springs from what/who made you happy.
so thinking about living life single is not that bad and dull as what the happily married often say. i believe that happiness is a choice, and so as being single and happy. as to me who is single and outgoing, clinging boyfriends and nosy suitors are but burdens.
i remembered a line from a movie: "Book is a single woman's best friend". yes, they are my companions. undemanding. understanding. intelligent. interesting. unresentful. non-living. i can take them anywhere. not that i can't find these qualities on males but what made males are because they all have the opposite of these qualities. which are not useful in my current status.

haist. i hope a man will find me in the middle of the library, and won't be troubled to stay, for good. free wishing...but that's why we like wishing because it's free, don't we?
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