The heart on cryogenic days are over.. yes, I'm officially setting the fire and thaw down ice glaciers fencing my heart. I believe i ought this to the book i just finished reading a while ago, and let me add the 3-in-1 coffee along with the reading. bad heart feeling days are gone and I'm too hot excited to fill up my days with warm love for myself, for the people i love, for the books i love to run my eyes through which i regretfully neglected during those days I'm not with myself. I'm so stirred to stretch my legs out of these fridge i slept. hmmm. what a wonderful lovely feeling this is! glad to be back!
Though the weather outside, a heavy rain is about to burst out on gray clouds, is seemingly uncooperative and unsympathetic with my current state of happiness.. damn with the weather?? no rain will chase off my jubilant mood! that's for sure! woot!
Anyway, as i was saying, as what the first lines of this note was saying... gray days are over. I never thought that this won't ever happen, i am a person who always knows the art of moving on. so, the moment i sensed that something's not going on well with the both of us on the last days. I already prepared myself long before these whole thing happened. it means, since the day you're gradually giving hints that you're jadedly uninterested anymore, i am all out prepared. amazing how i easily coped up like nothing really happened, and say what, I'm not even pretending that all's fine because i mean it... all's fine.
Now, tell you what, you don't have to feel guilty or conscientious.. you don't have to explain and excruciatingly elaborate about the whole big-bang-theory of the not-so-sudden declination... it's systematical.. it's anticipatable. .it's natural... it's as natural as the creation and declination of Chinese civilizations cycle... and i know, i know ,I'm obviously half-cynical.
Beat the bad moods and skyrocket myself back to cloud 9!
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