because faith and belief beats simultaneously

   There's nothing wrong with believing. again. 

   There's nothing wrong with being a hypocrite, and betray knowledge for faith's salvation.  there's nothing wrong in believing that the Mighty He is there, though a few would say it's crazy to believe on such. 

   Belief- i thought I'd already hidden this in a chest of past memories and self perplex. locked by knowledge and knowing, confusion and doubt. so when I'm on the verge of throwing this chest to the vast sea of oblivion... a gravity so strong pulled the chest back and i unconsciously embraced it... embraced it so tight.

   After the feat, i asked myself, who or what pulled me back? then i came to struck by a mystic epiphany... it was my faith.

   Faith and belief has a connection and that a strong lock can't set them apart. faith beats for belief and belief beats for faith. it's simultaneous.

   But then i asked again, if i already forgotten my faith and locked up my belief what is the source of that strong pull? .. i deeply meditated and then i came to realized that even in the verge of surrender to great knowledge i hadn't forgotten my faith... and that's the reason why my belief slowly beats because it knows that my faith isn't dead.