on matters about writing and flirting girls

dear blogger,
        i still have to wait an hour before my next class. honestly, i dunno why i opened my blog account today since can't think of anything to write. maybe i just feel like writing or i just missed writing. just as i remember, last week i tried to write something in here... i got all the ingredients necessary before  can proceed to writing. mood, a topic to write, and my laptop. but when I'm about to write, i suddenly forgot how to write. i began to think how and what to write first. it left me into deep thinking that i lost my mood and so i decided to close my laptop and read some good book. though i forgot the "problem" for a while, it didn't depart my thoughts. it's quite disturbing to have such idea running in your head, specially if you're in the middle of college. where i would really involve myself to lot of serious college writing.
        perhaps, it's because i haven't written for two months already that i momentarily lost that natural and compulsive writing instinct. before, i used to write at least 4 blog entries a day. i practically write almost everything i thought at the moment, so that it won't leave my mind. i don't really have a good memory that's why i always take down notes; in my phone, in scratch papers and sometimes in my palm, when there's nothing available at hand. i write a lot despite my horrendous longhand. but every time i look at my paper full of writings, it instantly becomes symmetrical, like an ancient Chinese calligraphy gracefully and painstakingly written on scrolls.
       

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can you write something sensible and deep around these girls flirting on some boys they think cute? haist, not a good place for writing. i should evacuate the area immediately before i puke on there vomity-looking faces. that wouldn't be nice, though i could readily justify the feat. these girls can really knock you out.