on matters about writing and flirting girls

dear blogger,
        i still have to wait an hour before my next class. honestly, i dunno why i opened my blog account today since can't think of anything to write. maybe i just feel like writing or i just missed writing. just as i remember, last week i tried to write something in here... i got all the ingredients necessary before  can proceed to writing. mood, a topic to write, and my laptop. but when I'm about to write, i suddenly forgot how to write. i began to think how and what to write first. it left me into deep thinking that i lost my mood and so i decided to close my laptop and read some good book. though i forgot the "problem" for a while, it didn't depart my thoughts. it's quite disturbing to have such idea running in your head, specially if you're in the middle of college. where i would really involve myself to lot of serious college writing.
        perhaps, it's because i haven't written for two months already that i momentarily lost that natural and compulsive writing instinct. before, i used to write at least 4 blog entries a day. i practically write almost everything i thought at the moment, so that it won't leave my mind. i don't really have a good memory that's why i always take down notes; in my phone, in scratch papers and sometimes in my palm, when there's nothing available at hand. i write a lot despite my horrendous longhand. but every time i look at my paper full of writings, it instantly becomes symmetrical, like an ancient Chinese calligraphy gracefully and painstakingly written on scrolls.
       

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can you write something sensible and deep around these girls flirting on some boys they think cute? haist, not a good place for writing. i should evacuate the area immediately before i puke on there vomity-looking faces. that wouldn't be nice, though i could readily justify the feat. these girls can really knock you out.
      

nonsense entries

dear blog,
        i love spiced ham. specially when it's free.
we don't read mashed potatoes just mashed minds. we analyze neurotic behaviors.
i mean, we run the world. this mother fucker world.
i don't speak french. and i eat a lot of french fries. fried french flies.
hi baby, oh my God! shet! shet! shet! wuhuhuhuh! shet ! morning is so early. yes of course eleven still. are we fake?? yes we ARE. we're from China. aren't we? hehehe
it's not important if you do make sense. as long as i do. (?)
it's bad. very bad legs. cause they're hot. and leggy. so?
it's raining... cats and dogs. leashed cat's and dogs. they all got tangled. they all died.. hanging beneath the clouds. and it's stinking. the whole city 'i mean. many died.
again, i don't read french. because french are for the .... language of love. omelet with cheese.
juh-tame... untamed. hidalgo. untamed dog. niyugan. word of the day.
boondok- bundok... does it make sense to me?
stop the laugh, stop the english... it's too mongrel.
japanese are really chinky. they have chinky eyes i mean. that's great.
the girl beside me is so stupid.
i am stupid. most of the time. like now.

i didn't know i could be this sweet.... before.

Report · 1:07am

gud morning beh..wla aqng lod. hehehe.
ur sooo mean.

November 27

Report · 11:28pm

Bon...my phone has been dysfunctional again. so.. i can't text you for a couple of days now. love you always. <3
(... i charged my phone for almost 7 hours... and .. the rest is HISTORY._)

November 28

Report · 1:50pm

ok: )

November 30

Report · 1:42pm

hellow bon. :) haven't txting you for quite some time already. . and i miss you now. <3
hope we could see each other..<3 yngat ka lage sa lahat ng shows and rehearsals mo hah. i'll pray for you , your family and friends' safety.
mwah. :)

December 2

Report · 4:10pm

hai bon.. hmmm. miss u na. <3
mwah! xoxo
lab u!

December 3

Report · 12:57pm

: ))

December 12

Report · 7:25pm

If you love someone you say it, you say it right then, out loud, or the moment just... passes you by...

December 21

Report · 7:10am

Where ever I go, whatever I do, I carry a little part of you with me right here in the center of me heart. <3 i may not be there bon.. as much as we want to. but, you would always be in the deepest corner of my heart! jumping and kicking... keeping me aware that it's you who make my heart beat. :)) HAPPY BIRTHDAY! i wish you good health.. all the successes.. happiness and blessings. mwah!

Report · 1:42pm

Thank you bon: ))

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