Saturday, April 23, 2011

EASTERific!



it's Easter Sunday! Happy! Triumphant! Egg-crashing EASTERific Sunday!

  i believe that i ought to write something about life and the glory of resurrection. not that i feel myself compelled to write something (or more likely it is.) duh, ditch that. well, this is it.

  Today's the last day of the holy week wherein people celebrates Jesus Christ's resurrection in various unique forms: Easter parties, Easter egg paint and hunt, Easter mass, processions, prayers, and many more. as for me, i think I'll be off to church later this afternoon for an Easter mass together with my family. and maybe i could have a one-on-one talk with my risen savior, which i regretfully didn't find time to do on the previous days. i hope i could find a silent corner somewhere, so that i could have a serener and spontaneous conversation with Him.

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why does eggs always associated with Easter Sundays??

  Rabbits and eggs are both symbols of the fertility goddess Eostre/Ishtar/Ostara. Her symbol is also the moon, in which some cultures see a rabbit instead of a face. Eggs also symbolize the moon and are the ultimate symbol of creation and new life. The basket is a symbol of the womb in which this new life is carried.

  People have unique ways of celebrating, despite of, it's the sincerity that counts regardless of the means.  
    
     Let's all have a meaningful and rapturous Easter Sunday celebration!

a poem on death

death-it come and go unnoticed,
like the slow departing of a leaf from its tree
or the tears from our eyes we set free
sometimes it appear in the middle of a life's feast

death-a sad lover everyone denied,
and so as revenges upon its arrival,
we experience sadness inconceivable
slow leaving and wide

death-a great find,
buried beneath the sands
it waits to be found,
by the living's blind hands

death- if at my window you knock
don't hesitate to take the door
or pass through my ceilings and wall
for your entrance is inevitable.




this is for a friend whose mother recently passed away. i know your sad, and even if i'm incapable of feeling the same degree of sorrow and missing, expect i've been through the same pain. and so, i know inexactly how it feels. my ever cordial condolence to you and your family.

benefit of an unpractical cost

"what have you found in him?"
"the things i looked for and those i did not. "
-Cyrell

i always think about a lot of things before and after i sleep...this one popped out while doing my daily ritual after sleeping. i don't really get out of my bed as soon as i'm awake, i still take long time for sprawling and thinking about things with no practical value and for no apparent reason. one primary factor why i always end up late in school. tss

Friday, April 22, 2011

amazing pictures


This photo of two translucent goby fish, taken in MarsaAlam, Egypt, won the top prize at the 2011 Annual Underwater Photography Contest, hosted by the University of Miami



Macro 1st Place: Pygmy seahorse, Hippocampus bargibanti.




Macro 2nd Place: Nudibranch, or Cratena peregrina. Tarragona, Catalunya, Spain



Macro 3rd Place: Nudibranchand mantis shrimp, Serayabeach, Bali, Indonesia.




more of these breath-taking and fascinating pictures on http://news.yahoo.com/nphotos/2011-Underwater-Photography-Contest/ss/events/sc/042211fishcontest

The Harvard Classics






     i didn't know that my late uncle has a complete set of The Harvard Classics...i tried to suppress my tears when i saw his books, but i finally wept when my cousin promised to give me the whole set.
   just imagine my delight amusement and utterly shocked demeanor when my cousin said this. freely giving these valuable old books is beyond imaginable. i still can't believe my luck. Thank you uncle..wherever you are now, may it be with God, which is undoubted, for you are a good person. Thank you for have gotten a set of great books. i will certainly treasure them forever, if ever i will gain complete possession of them books. 
   apropos, the above texts are written in large fonts. 

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

weekend getaway

what's for my holy week?
canceled country side trips are the most annoying thing in the world, specially on holidays or summer. just last week the whole family planned to visit my aunts place in Antipas, Southern Cotabato. it's an impeccable place for solitary walks, rumination, sight-seeing, and praying. th whole place is so serene and green with all the high hills and wide plains domineering the whole place. every sight is lavished with green trees, rubber and fruit trees to be specific. since one of their primary source of livelihood and products are the rubbers form rubber trees.
the rubber trees are very beautiful to look at specially from a far, it's like a shot from Twilight. and because trees are abundant in the place, expect for cool clean air. just a few walks from my aunts place is their rice field. the field is juxtaposed to their 3 hectares rubber tree. it was divided by irrigation directly going through the field. in the center of the field and rubber tree lot is a small nipa hut where you can leisurely rest your body and mind. you can see the wide green field and the tall rubber trees right before you. everywhere your eyes see is the beauty of nature.
i can still remember when i visited there last year. i woke up very early in the morning to take a walk and then my cousin lead me to the fields which is i think too far for me. since i'm not really used to long walks, made difficult by the steep and rocky road. my slippers were really toned down that i have to carry them because they constantly slip off my feet due to the muddy road. it rained last night, making the road muddy. but still i managed to get there with my feet filth with mud. i even enjoyed walking on bare feet. it made the stroll more meaningful. i guess, it's my other realization after.
my cousin told a lot of stories and myths along the way so it was really fun and informative walk. he gave a very detailed account on how he get to encounter an "aswang". it was a very scary experience though he narrated it vivaciously, making it more of a funny one instead. he also told us about a floating arm which came upon while a certain vendor was selling her home-made brooms one afternoon. it was about 3 pm and as what the people in the place say, mysterious and often enchanting things happen during this hour.
when we finally got there, we walked straight to the open nipa hut. just when i sat, i feel my legs tired. i haven't felt very exhausted until i got myself some rest. the gentle breeze brushed my face and swayed through my hair. i can still smell the youthful and cool smell of the morning dew. the high mountains were still covered by thick mists but there are thin rays of sun trying to pass through its thickness. i can see various kind of rice field birds preying on food. some of these are fishes that are found in the clear irrigation waters. the majestic scenery and healthy ecosystem right before me made my day and filled me with joy. if i can sleep there all day and let my senses feast with all the effortless work of nature.

books are for the single

   i'd rather live a single life than force myself to marry a person i don't love. there's no sense trying to reason over heart, if it's your heart's desire. sometimes, and i mean most of the time, what the mind reasons counteracts your actions. in the end, it's doing things against your will. so no matter how logical you are, you altogether end up doing something stupid...love. then when you get hurt because of your heart's decisions, you try to comfort yourself by thinking and reasoning that despite the wrongs that happened, at least, you were happy. as what Khalil Gibran said: joy springs from your pains, and sorrow springs from what/who made you happy.

   so thinking about living life single is not that bad and dull as what the happily married often say. i believe that happiness is a choice, and so as being single and happy. as to me who is single and outgoing, clinging boyfriends and nosy suitors are but burdens.

   i remembered a line from a movie: "Book is a single woman's best friend". yes, they are my companions. undemanding. understanding. intelligent. interesting. unresentful. non-living. i can take them anywhere. not that i can't find these qualities on males but what made males are because they all have the opposite of these qualities. which are not useful in my current status.

   haist. i hope a man will find me in the middle of the library, and won't be troubled to stay, for good. free wishing...but that's why we like wishing because it's free, don't we?

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