Hiling By Frio (with animation)

a tearjerker song..

NGAYONG WALA KA NA by Aiza Seguerra with lyrics

I MISS YOU...

i'm deeply.. sorry. :'(

i am the hunch that encumbers your back

i am the rock under your soles,

all my wrongs i forgot to track

I'm the hollower of your pride's holes.

to watch you suffer saddened my heart

urges me to cry an endless barrel of tear

let i be your target in a dart

or otherwise lay me on a sear.

to know i made someone sad

that i was the springer of his misery

.... oh let me be dead! i would be glad! 

to all the things i'd done: "I'm deeply sorry".

  i made some one sad today. :(

  i want to cry this all out, or shout or run to the fields and freak out how i am deeply sorry ... how it buries me down to misery that some one, many miles away from me is listening to to the saddest of music, speaking the sorrows of his heart and living his day as if his not alive. :(

  i am sorry: this is what i always say to you... and this is all i can say.

i had never done anything good to you. not a single thing that made you smile, sincerely.

  maybe i must let myself die with my hopeless feelings for you and I'll pray that you'll forget everything about me, every single cue that will remind you. let me be dead in your memories... then i'll be happy to see you laugh each day and oblivious on everything about me. as i will watch you from a distance.... it'll kill me a single day, it'll shed me a tear, it'll slowly set my heart into disruption, i know. but if it kills me and you live, then I'll be fine living like a dead knowing that you lived.... if it'll shed me tears of sadness and you tears of joy, then i won't mind crying... if my heart be ruptured, your existence, your smile will give me strength to put them back together... maybe it won't be beautiful, it'll be scarred... but at least it still beats... beats for you.

   i'm listening to a sad song... and as the music travels down to my heart, it doubled its sadness. 

   i want to cry.

Jewel - You were meant for me [Lyrics]

you're meant for me, and i was meant for you
!

I am in a box.

I am in a Box

i am in a box,

and i don't know the way out.

i am in a box,

locked in fear and doubt.

i am in a box,

full of emptiness.

empty though it looks full.

i am in a box,

stranded in vagueness,

locked in a rule.

i am in a box,

with a dim of light

streaming in.

i am in a box,

everything's a familiar sight, 

yet strangely foreign.

i am in a box,

confused by it's nothingness.

i am in a box,

daydreaming a distant greatness.

i am in a box,

and it feared to be trashed.

i am in a box,

unbeknown to when this will last.

the Night, the Flame and the Moth

the Flame:

moth of uncouth heritage,

why do you stare?

you fragile savage,

tempted by my fair.

you were hypnotized,

you can't be blamed,

i'm your admired paradise,

all your strengths are lamed.

my midnight liaison,

don't hesitate to come near.

free from your doubting prison,

fly away from your fear.

oh moth, be not afraid,

for the night will die soon,

so as the sharps of my blade,

to my heat be swooned.

be burned with me,

for i am near fading,

be seared by our intimacy,

your end is waiting.

the Moth:

you dance by the night's rhythm,

you sway under the moon's beam,

you walk me close to death's chasm,

mistress of my every night's dream.

but if you're a  precious gift or a bane,

tonight, my endearing heart shall know,

will you give me the curse of pain,

or the heavens of snow?

will my affection be not in vain,

or will you kill me with your bow?

but whatever the god's laid,

my imprudent heart will follow,

if on her flame i slowly cascade,

my eyes will cry with pleasure not sorrow.

for a desire before death was granted,

and if i will witness no tomorrow.

expect me not to be saddened.

my life has been full but narrow.

alas, the midnight is calling,

my darling tardily closing her eyes,

but before you sail to dreaming,

kiss me with your flame,

and burn me to your paradise.

the Night:

pretentious moth circling around 

the pliant tongue of fire  

when will you sear your wings

and die with your desire?

you lay your eyes on the quite lamp

your life on the edge of the lair

heating your wings from the damp

you hide upon a moon's mare.

you forgot your mother's caution

uncloak your wings from the cool

enticed by the flame's motion

baited by the tongue of a fool

the night is getting darker

you are lulled by the heat

be at rest in eternal slumber

die and burn in her deceit.

Tryst

TRYST

 by Clark James Asuy

The moon ascends to light the pitch dark sky

I now see your beauty which besets me by and by

To hold you close is my heart's desire

With me, let wishing stars conspire

As we lie side by side, abed

Words aren't needed to be said

We snuggle closer and feel the heat

Warmth and fragrance, dangerously sweet

I bury my face under your hair

Fire kindles in our love's lair

I touch your forehead with my lips

Missing heartbeats, rhythmic skips

Our eyes behold each other, we see fire

We hear a distant drumming, we hear love's lyre

Our noses meet, your scent intoxicates my soul

We're fragments of the universe but together we are whole

I gently touch your cheek and I see you blush

You tried to speak, my eyes said hush

I then kiss you fully on the lips

Heat heightens, sanity seeps

I reach your neck and you tilted it for inspection

We're going too far with these mad sensations

My lips brush your nape, I feel you shiver

We should be stopping the flow of the river

But before we get lost in the vortex of ecstasy

A grim reality douses our brief insanity

Someone waits for you in an empty house

And tomorrow, I'll be one with my spouse