Tuesday, September 21, 2010

UP-TO-DATE UPDATES!

UPDATES:
UNLEASH THE FREAK IN YOU! FIGHT BOREDOM!





 1. i saw my cat napping above the fridge... i was about to get water from the fridge when i saw a cat's tail hanged as i swung open the door. So when i looked up, there, the cat in all her sophisticated physique was staring at me half squinted.

cat: "who are you?"
human: "i think i own this house, and this fridge you're sleeping.  you?"
cat: "i'm the guardian feline of this house you own and this fridge where i am sleeping. how dare you disturb my meditation?"
human: "oh, i didn't know, sorry, i'm just about to get some water actually. and then i saw you and...
cat: sshh! enough with your lame excuses!  get what you have to get! close the door! you're wasting electricity! get lost!"
human: "oh, i think i should buy another fridge so that i won't disturb you the next time i'll get cold water. it's not my intention to destroy the tranquility of your sleep."
cat: "you better buy another, now you go find your exit to this insensible dialogue, and i'll go on with my meditation."
human: "ok.. happy meditating.."
cat: "ZZzzzzzzz... "

 2. my father is venting over political issues, showbiz issues, current economic crisis and the "carinderia" where he ate this morning (they are not serving vegetable soups.)

 3.  my grandmother is narrating to our new maid, the history, the current activities, the future plans of our family and every thing else involved, as what she usually does.

4. mother brought "Marang" and "Durian" ..... weeeeh!!!

5. i'm gulping cold water from the Fit 'n Right bottle. 

6. i'm still struggling over boredom.

Boredom-stricken state of mind.

What's on my table?
   fresh milk. Skyflakes crackers. pen. mechanical pencil. papers.

What's beneath my table?
   dog. dog food. unpaired slippers. cold floor. dust. 

What's inside my room? ( aside from those mentioned above)
   lost soul. computer set. telephone. cabinet. hopeless case of  "the asymmetrical mountain of photocopied articles that nobody wanted yet they are preserved"( for sentimental purpose perhaps. i DOUBT that) 

What does my room look like?
   chaotic. catastrophic.

What's inside my human anatomy?
   growling hypothalamus (which is now satisfied by the food intake.) , healthy liver, healthy lungs and other internal organs apart from the brain, unhealthy state of mind, dysfunctional central nervous system

What does my human anatomy look like on the outside view?
   a coalition of the most diabolic forces of her nature: halitosis, hell-like hair, skin itches, stinking feet

What will i write?
   about the dog and her current state of consciousness. anarchy.


   I'm getting weaker. Boredom is rapidly contaminating my system. It'll defeat me soon. sooner than i thought. NOW! Grrrr! no! no! no... i need an antidote!.. the antidote of life...me and the whole troop of my system including the calluses won't be defeated!!! graarrr! ! !  to the glory of my body! fight boredom!!!

Why Not Write it on Paper?

   I like papers, and pens, inks, and sketchpads and pencils, and a complete set or supply of them on my table gives me delight watching.

   In the advent of fast pace technology nowadays. More often, computers and laptops are use as tools for writing, or I say, typing. You just click on keyboard buttons and everything will automatically appear on the screen. Fast isn't it? Yes, indeed it is. That's why more and more patronize these kind of tools rather than the old and ancient style, nearly be extinct( I pray not.) writing methodology--that is to literally grip the pen on your hands and flow the ink down to the paper's smooth surface. 

   Notwithstanding the boom of technological equipments for writing, I still love writing on paper. Not because I'm ancient, old and a subject for extinction, but because writing in this method gives me a more complete and light feeling after. I feel closer to my work. Their is a soul in it. It's like a piece of me was on the paper. It is a pleasing and a wonderful feeling every time I complete an essay or article on papers. It gives me pleasure to look and run my eyes on the ribbon of words afterward and my eyes glimmers as if i had them laid on a treasure chest on an island.

   I like my longhand and i like looking at it, specially if I'd written something lengthy. it's like art. The paper and the words on sentences, the sentences on paragraphs are beautiful  that it sometimes urges me to drive to the nearest wood shop and have it framed.(yeah, i like bragging. oh i love it.) 




Federer and Nadal: Fit of Laughter During Shooting

 
If there's a laugh that's contagious it would be Roger's! hahahah!  i can't get over. Rafa can't get over. when will roger get over laughing?? hahaha! this one is head over heels cute!

Monday, September 20, 2010

i love rainy mornings

I    I had a dream about a rainy morning, of gray skies and brown muddy roads. in this dream, i saw myself walked outside and spread my arms, looked up to the sky and rain drops caressing my warm cheeks, my eyes, my face. rain drops slide down from my face to my neck to my nakedness below. 
their was no one, I'm alone, and the rainy morning, though just a dream, is all for myself. 
then suddenly i woke up, a gravity pulled me back to reality. now, i am staring outside, noticing the details. dew drops were tumbling down leaves, and gray clouds lazily paving way for the bright sun. their was an evidence of rain. rain dripped that morning. rain came by for me that morning. 

i love rain. and coffee. and the cozy room.


Sunday, September 19, 2010

and the quote of the day is....

"Their is no mind stranger than that of someone who is deeply in love with art."

-Cyrell Alingasa

the room. the universe. and the bored

    The mighty sun is up and ready to broil the laborers tanned skin, the sky is in its usual blue, whisked by flimsy webs of milk like clouds. Green of different shades, olive green, mint green, dark green, dominates the color of the surrounding for there are a lot of trees and plants in our village. the road is muddy for it rained last night almost every night now that cold months are approaching. thus, it never slip my ears to hear complains escaping from the passers mouth about when will the accountable for road improvements will take notice on the battered street. 
    Children , in assorted checkered uniforms, are gaily clasping hands together while humming some familiar noon time variety show songs. it started as a hum first and then it'll get louder and louder until the hum will morph into singing the lyrics, then everyone wants there voices to be noticed and so they'll sing a bit louder than the others and they'll burst into a wrongly conducted orchestra or choir perhaps, and everything, from the hum will break into cacophonous farrago of voices and yells and shouts and screams and giggles and laughter! they will all end up laughing and running going to the school rooms and who get to first hug or touch the confused teacher, for she don't know why her gaiety little students are running like that of someone been chased by a bunch of dogs, will be awarded as the fastest runner and that has the rights to brag and pride in class.
      not only the children are in a vigorous mood but also the grown-ups, semi grow-up, just grown up, hates to be grown-up, pretending to be grown-ups are feeling the warmth of life and thus, heading on there respective roads and paths and vocations and works, with the contentment of the soul, vigor of the sun and hopes and dreams. they all willed to live and so they set out to fulfill and satisfy, enjoy and content the callings of the day and there duties.
      as when every one else are living there lives ahead, here i am in my room, my space where i can enjoy life in the leeway of the carnation pink walls and jade curtains hanged in rectangular wooden windows. in my space, floored by olive green tiles that coolness sneaks up in your muscles if you are not to wear any coverings on your soles, here in my room, almost claustrophobic room, for my brother's nursing stuffs, books and articles and the likes, were messily piled and mounted up on a very asymmetrical disordered manner. it is here on this single space, miserably left by time and trend, inhabited by friendly neighborhood spiders, is my world. is where i extend my world. make my world. this is where i create my ideal and picturesque universe for my own and for the others, the others are the characters i create in my universe, produced by machines like pens and papers and inks. manufactured by a brilliant brain system that was mine. 
     Oblivious yet sensitive and observant of the happenings outside this universe, which is my room, I'll be taking notes of the human activities, find there flaws, keep in mind there strengths and weaknesses. then i will use and parlay these learning and observations into something grandiose and useful in perfecting my universe.

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