earlier, i was celebrating how good my life is, no cares no worrying shits, but now that i am actually connecting myself to the world, i am welcomed by piles of shits again. i cannot contain this so i have to tell this to the whole world. and so that the burden will become less depressing.
not everyone will read this, at least someone will know that a girl from the other side of the world is feeling so shitty this moment. everyone feels shitty ones in a while, and i think i have it this time. as much as i want to defecate this, i already did this morning. at least i am relieved by the tangible shits.
