alone and missing

my heart listens to a sad whistle
from a stranger beneath an autumn tree
leaving reds and browns
i am counting the days
happiness
cannot seem to give me a sound.
tears glistens on dry lands
you are far my dear,
remind me no more of the distance.

why?

Why are you showing me your wounds?
you think i have the remedy?

why are you telling me your weaknesses?
i can't make you strong, i won't be generous enough
to give you my strength.

why are you showing your tears?
if i can't make them feel on my cheeks.

why are you staying lonely?
if it won't make you any better.

why are you singing the same song?
there's more i the playlist.

why are you looking at me?
if i show you no mercy.

why do you you want to be heard?
if you know i am deaf.

why am i saying these?
you're not even listening.